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When you miss someone
You look up their profile
And you imagine that they too
Are reading about you

When I need someone
I keep thinking about
The opportunities that
I had missed with you

I can't face a day this short
I'm 23 and the night scares me
Because it brings me thoughts
Of why you're not mine

It Never Happened

I'm sorry you believe in fairytales and other lies
Maybe it's why I love the pureness
Of your eyes

To you I may just be a trusted friend
To me you're the sole obsession of
My wearied mind

I just try and laugh off my tears
And in the night shout back
At the choking fears

I hope it will all make sense
I hope it gets easier
To be friends

May

The bends and crevices of your nose
The moles and marks of your skin
The smiles I induce in you
As you lay beside me

The shape of your spindly legs
How you wear boys shoes
The absence of make up
On your pale pretty face

The way you can make
My mind race so fast
With possibilities and scenes
Of a shared future

Will we fall into each other
As the sun sets over summer
Will we lay with each other
As the winds blow outside

But reality always bites
You're not really in my life
I have to hold myself back
From showing you may love